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  • Day 272: Coronavirus

    So I was talking to my therapist last week about this whole Coronavirus thing. She and I had to meet via Zoom, because you know, COVID-19 and social distancing and all that. Anyway, she was asking me how I’m doing with the whole thing and we ended up talking about how in a really weird…

  • Day 271: Strawberry Wine

    This morning I stood in my kitchen, making sausage biscuits (which was my go-to for Vance to take to work for his crew/class) and listening to Kenny and Dolly sing “Islands in the Stream.” Without thinking, I started dancing around the kitchen, something I used to do all the time but haven’t done for a…

  • Day 258: COVID-19

    Today the governor shut down all brick and mortar schools in Kansas for the rest of the year. The rest of the year. You guys. It’s March 17. That’s a good two months. I’ve spent the last thirteen years at home, eleven of them homeschooling. But this year I sent two kids to the local…

  • Day 253: Rain

    As I walked through Hobby Lobby today, this caught my eye. A simple little sign, nestled amongst a million other little signs. No rain. No flowers. The enormity of that hit me like a brick wall. For many months now, I have felt the rain. It’s flooded my life, destroying all my plans, my hopes,…

  • Day 244: Insomnia

    I’ve always been a night owl. Always. When I was a kid, my mom stayed up late and we slept in. It’s where I’ve always found my rhythm. Lately, though, it’s been impossible to sleep. I’m exhausted even more than usual. I find myself wide awake at 2:28 am. Unable to stop watching videos, playing…